forgivenshadow

i always wonder if she noticed, but her smile drives me crazy, it just absolutey drives me to want to be with her, how much it wants to be the reason for that smile, how much i hear about what a guy’s smile does for a girl, but what her smile does for me, it makes the days seem less longer, instead of getting lost into play dead space or resident evil, i would rather be with her, it feels as though i have some place to call home how much it feels so great to be with my abbey, we tease eachother alot and we do some funny stuff, but i truly think she is the only person i can be %100 of myself around with out being insulted or sworn at, sh

A-astounding B-beautiful I-intelligent G-girly A-amazing I-inspirational L-lovable

today marks my 14 months with the bestest person that i could be with, how could i describe how much she means to me. its amazing to be with such an awesome girl, she is that type of girl that is described in those love songs. i hold onto the thought of one day it will all be ok. This will be really incredible journey that we go through, but if I could ask for one thing it would be that you would be happy, and I know it sounds selfish but I would want you to be happy even if one day I were to fade, I want everything to be alright with you ^_^ I love you Abigail

if i were to admit that i missed you? would be happy to know that its only you that i miss whenever i leave, when ever any of my friends leave for a week it doesn't hit me as much, because i know they will come back, but you, i know you will come back but i still tend to miss you, i miss your precious face buried in my chest, i miss you wrapped around me,  i miss how your hair usually gets stuck in my beard, its only you that i really miss, for some weird parts of the day i almost think that its you inside my class with me of how it use to be,i almost compliment you be saying "hey beautiful" but i have stopped mid way through realizing that i

every second that goes on, its amazing ot see how far we have come, i just look at all of things God has done for me and i feel so thankful for everything that has happened. if i could go back i wouldnt because i simply enjoy everything too much, so it looks like i might be the only of my friends that is actually going to prom, but ehh thats okay, it felt like it was only us there when we went last time, we dont need anyone else to have a great time, i know it will be me and you, fire and ice, as we dance the night away

Firefly had a calm look on her face as she was standing hugging Kaden little bit, they were both in a boat they had gotten to take them to their honeymoon island, the boat was on its side tipped a little stuck in the stand with intense pounding on the windows as some walking lifeless dead people were trying to break in to feast upon both of their flesh, Kaden had saw that a couple tears were flowing from Firefly's face and he slowly wiped them away, Kaden had asked her for one last dance and she started swinging back n forth to the song "God gave me you". while they were danceing the air was getting thicker, the stoves and a couple gas tanks

this week, it has felt like its a little bit of a long week. all thought it has been not that bad, i feel like I have been able to accomplish alot this week. its like im growing stronger, but i'm hoping more than phisacally, trying to grow stronger in faith, its that faith that is there for us. i have made mistakes recently and i regret them, i have been told to live without regrets but who is living without regrets in our society today? i wish i could make her scary storm go away but yet im facing my own scary storm right now, it is one where i know i should face and aknowledge that it happened, in order to help her i have to be able by ge

have you ever just wondered how great of a person you are with? I know that i have on countless times, i know how great my friends are and i appreciate them for that. I think of great parents i have when they assure me im going to be okay in the future, i think of how blessed i am to be with Abigail when she assures me she will always be there for the ups and downs. the people i love make me feel as though i have a bright future and i can truly feel that with them, it will be a great blessed time in my future. i know the past has had troubles but i have been promised forgiveness for my sins and that is able to help me put a big smile i have o